I’ve been experiencing a lot of change in the last week. My cat passed last Tuesday, we were both born in 2006 so we lived for 20 years together & I’ve been taking this loss kinda hard. Maybe it’s because of her but I feel like being with my boyfriend is now annoying & same for my friends. I feel crazy for being so upset but I’m the only one around me feeling so abysmal. I’m contemplating not only my relationship with my boyfriend, but also my relationship with my best friend. She has been valuing men in her life over her best friends, even though we’ve been friends for almost 5 years & have 2 matching tattoos. I don’t understand why things have to change, I don’t think I can ever be ready for things like this.