I must be the problem if everyone always leaves at some point right? When I had my car ppl were still hesitant on inviting me anywhere and now that I lost my car and had to put my cat down within 1 month, I barely go anywhere. I watch everyone on social media live a life I am kind of desperate for. The biggest form of love is consideration, and I have to go to devastating lengths to get even a smidge of it. I live pretty far from work and not having a car has made it worse. I get told that where I live is too far. When I first moved out there, My 'friends" made it seem like I lived on the edge of the world. I had to travel to Sunland to get something from a friend who said she would never drive that far. So its okay for me to do it but its impossible for others. That is part of the reason I didn't have a house warming party cause I knew no one would show up.