Are we still best friend? I know you care but is it wrong that i Miss the old you? Or rather i was mourning the version of you where you were as kind to me like you do to other people? She has been one of the kindest people but her words can come off as hurtful. She also have been through a lot like me, except i think hers is heavier. She got sa'd at elementary [she only tell me this when we got into middle school]. I comfort her. But sometimes i wonder where have you been when i was in elementary as well. You saw me getting bullied but said nothing to comfort me. Maybe she was still dealing with her problems and i understand that. Maybe i'm just asking to much?. I felt something when i saw you being kind to others while you treat me [somewhat?] Different. I remember when we were at middle school she lash out at me on WhatsApp [i was just saying all the homework we have from school since she was sick that day. I said i hope you got well.] Am i a lost cause to you?