I feel like a disappointment and like I'm useless and im not good at anything and people stoped being firends with me and i feel like its all my fault because theyre trying to be my friend but i think just cant because im making it hard for them i hate that im like this why cant i be better i dont wanna be here no more but i cant leave my boyfriend and my friends because i may not tell them this much but i love them and i miss them escpeciallymy dear faith i havent seen her in so long.