Dude I genuinely am SO SCARED MAN My mom sat me down and asked like why I’m isolating myself and asking if I need therapy… HOW TF WAS IT THAT OBVIOUS of course I gave her the usual “Im fine and I just like solitude and why therapy? I’ve got nothing to talk about ;p” but OH MY FUCKING GOD I WAS SO SCARED I would rather set myself on fire before ever receiving any help or having anyone in my family knowing about the cutting the suicidal thoughts or idk just my pathetic existence in general I’d much rather remain the little straight A dirty mouthed loud and confident teen that I’ve always seemed to be ^^ but it makes me wonder… WHAT IF SHE LOOKS THROUGH MY PHONE?!?!? I save all the freaky ao3 fics in my locked journal on my phone and my venting/diary is on a locked note on my phone too but I look at a lot of vent stuff on yt and Pinterest and AHH IMAGINE IF MY COVER’S BLOWN T^T