Anyone just feel sick of being alive? Like no, savoring any sensation I feel isn’t rewarding, it’s stimulating and every time I feel any sort of sensation I start spiraling amd i can’t stop thinking and I need to calm down and then I go and cut myself to snap out of it. This genuinely makes me feel like a fucking psychopath or just another edgy angsty teen who’s putting on a crazy act for “lore.” Need to know if anyone feels the same because THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY AND JUST THE THOUGHT OF LIVING MAKES ME WANT TO DIE SO BADLY Why tf is a fourteen year old feeling this like genuinely?!?!? I don’t even want to get better I just wanna lowk die :/
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