Want to die because I seriously am so done trying to figure myself out. I've spent the last year digging myself out of this pit of self-hatred that I dug that made me want to kill myself, just to fall into another ditch of obsession, self harm, more suicidal ideation, and nihilism I adopted to cope with said self-hatred. Dw I won't actually kms; I'm a wimp with a really low pain tolerance. I also am looking for a quick, painless, and foolproof method of death, and since there aren't many of those, I probably won't kms anytime soon (unfortunately)
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