Anyone just feel sick in their skin? I hate how I think, how I act, how my voice sounds. I’m not particularly pretty either, so I can’t even feel confident more than a few minutes before returning to the usual state of idk emptiness? I hear a lot that Im liked, but I always wonder why? I touch myself, I cut myself, even when I’m happy. Sometimes it’s when I’m too happy thinking about fictional characters I’m legitimately obsessed with to an unhealthy extent. I act annoying when I’m interested in something. I don’t have that romanticized depressed experience-Im just uncomfortable and empty most of the time. Idk man I would die if I had a quick foolproof method to kill myself…
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