im so tired of being a teenager, im like so close to being an adult and living by myself but at the same time im like so faraway from it too, im a junior mind u, and like everyone and everything is just so annoying and it pissing me off, like i genuinely cant go a day without being pissed off and annoyed. I just want to graduate already and then live in a dorm cuz like i cant honestly. Not to mention like I lowk hate myself, like genuinely. I have so much self hatred for myself it's not even funny. I can't see a single video or photo of myself without getting enraged. I really don't even get sad anymore, I get so enraged at the concept of myself like I can't