I am starting my very first year of college with unmedicated ADHD. It feels like one big joke to let me be accepted because frankly I don't mind waiting a year or two to truly mature myself before college, if you can even mature your way out of mental disorders I don't hate college yet, I don't want to hate college because ultimately the responsibility is on me. It is unfair that everything I do is out of my control but eventually is my responsibility, I hate work, I hate assignments, assignments are boring And it makes me wonder what actually am I trying to do here?, is this piled up stress is for just the sake of it?. If I do not or cannot become a model student then what is the point The universe is pretty cruel isn't it
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