I've been really super lonely lately, I don't know why but it just feels like nobody ever wants to talk to me, and it only reinforces my low self esteem and that I'm a freak not worth talking to. It's gotten really bad lately and I don't know what to do to fix it. Sometimes I daydream about just downing a bottle of medication and getting it over with. Sorry if this is a lot, if anyone reads this at all, idk how this site works, I just need to get this off my chest.