“All I see from you is a waste” Hearing that from my adopted father broke my heart more than i expected it to. I knew he didnt love me, but to know he was so repulsed by me killed me. All my friends always say im exaggerating when i come to school feeling half dead. I tried to be enough for everyone, i swear i did. I had been feeling better for so long, a month clean from self harm, no suicidal thoughts for almost half a year. Now I can’t stop crying due to everything going on, and when im not crying it’s because im too drained to cry anymore. I want to die. -C.J.W_
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