The only guy I feel like would ever truly love me, or even likes me hurt me. He disrespected me, and made me feel stupid for feeling the way I did. I don't know what to do. I wanna block him, but also not. I need self respect but I feel like if I leave him what will I do? who will I talk too. I can do better and ik I can. But I just don't know where I can find better outside of him.