I hate living with my “bf” so much, I try so hard to make it work and it just never works, I just feel so depressed and so lost and I hate living with him. I don’t even want to type this, I just want to sulk, but I’ve felt I wanted to talk to someone so badly and I have no one, no one to live with, no other option and it all just really really hurts. I cry everyday, I’m hungry all the time, and after any happy moment I feel a sinking and I just feel sad again. We argue multiple times a day, maybe we just aren’t meant to be together, but I think maybe he needs room to mature, which sucks, I just turned 20 today, yay ig. Yesterday, My “party” sucked, no “friends” I invited came except one, but it just sounds dumb but I was excited for it and I just wish I had more friends and a bf who cared abt me. And yk we are financially dependent on eachother so, kinda stuck here no where else :( I’ve struggled with depression for so long I’m just tired, it makes me hate my life.