Health stuff consumes me, my life. Mental and physical. I'm so exhausted all the time. I'm so tired of being unwell and nobody doing enough to help. I just want to have fun. I just want to be free and I want peace. It's the thing I want most of all even if I fight to live even if I fight to be free how many times will I have to do it. For years I wished someone would kill me for me I don't wanna have to do it especially when you survive the things that follow are just annoying nobody truly care about keeping you alive if they would they would listen while your are alive. Okay well my health conditions consist of pots, ME/CFS, chronic migraines, abdominal migraines, fnd, anitey, autism, depression, and I think there may be more wrong with me mentally and physically. I have a couple others but it doesn't matter. Most of all I want people to be educated on disability. Humans there so hateful and Im lucky I don't feel it but I know I have privilege and I refuse to be ignorant to that.