I reconnected with my ex from hs (we’re in our 20s now) and we started dating again. He left his long term relationship around the same time we reconnected. Everything was good until he kept bringing up his ex and I would too at times (we mostly just talked about bad moments with them). But we both put a boundary to stop doing that because we both felt some type of way. I never felt jealous of his ex, I just felt like he misses her or truly not healed to move on and move forward with me like I do. He crossed the boundary yesterday randomly bringing her up. Once I got home I been crying so much. I feel so alone and have no one to talk to about this. I love him so much and I know I’m enough but deep down I know he probably loved the idea of having me. Not truly loving me. I just feel so heartbroken, helpless, and alone. I’m so hurt. 😔