i dont understand how no one else sees how hes just manipulating everyone. he has done it tens, maybe even hundreds of times, at this point. he just fucking gets everyone to trust him so he can take control of the situation and beat everyone else down emotionally into submitting to what he wants to do, and how he wants them to act. im so fucking tired of no one else seeing it or doing anything about it. my entire childhood was ruined because of his fucking manipulation and control issues. i didnt even get to be a kid. i have chronic pain and health issues because they werent addressed sooner, because, oh no, i guess my pain and issues are SUCH an inconvenience for him, considering he didnt even allow my mom to take me to the doctor!! i would be gone by now if i had the money to leave but i cant even get a job because my chronic pain is so bad. im barely 20 and it feels like my life is already over. i dont even know wtf to do at this point other than rant about this shit to strangers