I feel like my friends don't care about me or my feelings one of my ex friends made me paranoid she was gonna die and she made really gross sexual comments about her crush who was also in our friend group. She made me feel awful, alone, and talked about really disturbing things that made me feel sick. She also yelled at me in a state wide group chat with other kids and embarrassed me really badly. But some of my friends are talking to her again and bringing her around me which makes me really uncomfortable. My friends besides one haven't checked on me or my mental health once and they've left me out so many times. Last Tuesday I cried my eyes out in bed because they left me out again and made me feel alone in everything. They don't tell me anything, I don't feel like they trust me and I'm getting that feeling of crippling loneliness again like last year. They never take anything seriously, and i dont think they take me seriously either