i just feel so alone and please dont judge me but ive been having some uncomfortable thoughts on the lgbtq community and i know that we live in a society that is very accepting off all this and its good but like not for me because im going through a liminal space in my life where i can't tell the difference of whether i hate them or im just confused of where im at in life. in real life im respectful and kind but in my own mind it aint all that pretty and i used to identify as bisexual and be in support of that and now im just not or am just very uncomfortable by that and im beating myself up for it bc i never felt this way before but maybe this is who i am all along idk and i dont care to be honest i just want this over with... and i can't change other people but all i ask is for some forgiveness and support as i go through this tough time of grievance of my old self and my now becoming new self which is who ive yet to know yet