I just want to fucking stop thinking about you. FUCK. Why can't I? Am I just wanting to dream of a life with you in it? One that may never fucking exist? Or am I just so stupid and stuck in the past that I can't let you go? I need help. I feel like I'm fucking breaking inside my own head and I can't tell anyone because they just won't understand it. My heart knows what I want but my damn mind just won't allow it. I hate that I miss you. But I know if I saw you..I'd want to never let you go again. Fuck me, man..
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