genuinely fuck my life because tell me why everything is down down down right now first my friend kills herself then I get skin problems then I start losing feelings for that other girl and I’m so scared to tell her because what if she hates me but I’ve been trying to stay away from her so much she probably already hates me and my school sucks so badly because everyone is so smart and my grades are getting trashier and trashier and I hate myself for it but have no motivation to improve anymore since like i can’t even focus why is there so much random music and confusion in my head I can’t take this anymore this isn’t funny anymore Just a fat fucking sinner who probably deserves is this anyway