I'm so fucking done with life rn. All my friends are suic1dal. I have to write to my real life and online friends back to back every day to keep them alive. I have a LOT of friends and it gets so overwhelming. I don't blame them or anything I really don't. I appreciate them telling me their problems and trusting me with their secrets but it still gets overwhelming yknow? Especially since I'm also suic1dal but I feel like I need to stay alive for my other friends or I'll bring the rest of them down with me like dominos. I wanna cut myself but if I do my parents will notice so I don't. I wanna kms but my friends need me. I want a mental health day but school won't allow it. And not to mention the people on this app judging me and messaging me saying "Do it then. It would free some oxegen for the rest of us" (Yes someone actually said that) Anyways, I can't rant more tonight. Goodnight beauties. Please stay alive fg and AJ feel free to keep messaging me despite my rant