my dad just called me a stupid bitch, my mom just called me a dumbass, and I heard my dad screaming at my mom that I'm a spoiled brat when all I wanted to do was not take a 15 min break and study a bit longer since my dad always said if I want to have a long break from studying I have to study from a long time. then he completely flipped out on me and they've implemented these thoughts in my brain that I can never be good enough and so I try so hard to just study my ass off just to get good grades and make them proud. he yelled at me and I thought he was going to hurt me. I was really scared. I feel suicidal and I just cant take this anymore.