Im thinking about killing myself, but i dont understand how quickly i wouldve came to that thought after everything thats happened For starters im incredibly financially FUCKED. I have barely any more to keep anyone happy My job fucking sucks and im stuck with the trauma of being sexually assaulted by a "close family friends son" I show signs of ADD and i just cant seem to be happy anymore My partner solicited pictures of herself on the internet and i can not recover from how much that hurt me and as much as i forgive her its incredibly hard to trust her after i know she is still lying about stuff or atleast hiding stuff My parents hate me and they are incredibly disappointed in the person i am
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