I feel so alone like no one really cares for me. I've been asking myself who would really be affected if I went and it's gotten to the point where I'm starting to feel guilty if I actually left. But that's starting to fade. I'm so sad and depressed. I moved away from all my friends and my school has none of my close friends so I've just been talking with random people I feel like don't even know me or care that much. I sometimes wish I was never here in the first place so I wouldn't feel guilty if I ever actually made the decision to leave behind the people I know and love. That's one of the only reasons I'm here. Im so mentally in pain and physically and I can't do much about it.