I’m ready to die if she doesn’t liek me back if she hates me for disappearing then I don’t think I have nothing to love for I’m have no other friends I’m still trying to face the fact that I told her I liek her even tho it sometimes feels liek I’m fake I hate my distrusting self I’ll never be able to heal from this.and supposed I do find someone else ik this world is horrible and they’re js use me or hurt me ik it will never get better dying feels is nice how will I ever heal from hurting her I love her sm but I stil didi this I want to die and it’s school tmrow why didi I have to do this rn she saw my msg and stil has net replied I want to die uge js make this stop pls I hate this why em why was I ever born pls js let me die I’m sorry I hurt u I’m so disgusting I feel so disgusted by even being in this body I genuinely want to throw up at my disgusting brain fuck me someoen js kill me pls I can’t take it anymore pls.