I hate ballet. You can't do anything if youre short and chubbier with a chest. I also hate that when I complain everyone is like "oh youre so skinny though" Ballet and school standards are so different. I am 15 and I am 5'0 I used to be underweight but I can stop, atm I can stay under 100 lbs but I am so scared I am going to go over. I hate when someone goes "I am heavier" I really dont give a shit cause you are also way wayyy taller its weirder if you arent heavier like damn. Anyways I just did nutcracker auditions and I am in the highest level at my studio but I am the shortest out of the 2 top levels. Everyone in my level are the same height and is going to do the lead roles and im just short so I have to do younger roles. Like im pissed, and all the younger girls were saying how everyone in my level was going to these hard solo roles but whenever it comes to me its the roles that they are supossed to do not me. I am stuck dancing with kids bc of my height.