All I do is fucking ruin things and hurt everyone around me, I'll never happy because I don't deserve to be, Im a burden on everyone around me and they're all slowly getting sick of me. It's only a matter of time until I'm dying alone on the streets with nobody who loves me. They're all gonna leave because I'm annoying and overreact and can't handle myself, and that's nobodies fault but mine. I see no reason why I shouldn't just kill myself right now, would make everyone around me happier