I have so much on my mind i dont even know where to start.. first of all why the fuck do i get treated like shit all the time? strangers, "friends" romantic interests, family, teachers and students at my old school like ive always been treated bad, i cant fimd not even 1 friend to get together with me its the same excuse with everybody every fucking time, like can i just have 1 friend! one! that will stick by my side and hangout with me! With romantic interests i get treated bad too and cussed, played whhen i want to treat a boy right like ok then why does a sweet loving girl make you so irritated? like i have so many cute ideas for my bf.. hopefully soon! It is just hurtful the way good people get treated. Like why do we get punished for being loving and loyal?! like im the kind of girl to only have eyes for bf, i dont care what other guys look like because to me he most perfect