aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa it hurts so fucking bad man aaaaaaaa aaaaa i cant do anything this hurts so bad even i cried why i cant tell this to anybody AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK i think i i want to hit something why why why this feels so bad aaahahahahhahahhaha im so unuseful may i want to die but without dying whY THE FUCK I CANT TELL TO ANYBODY ABOUT MY FEELINGS TOO RISKY? MAY ANYBODY FEEL UNCOMFY OR ME? FUCK WHO CARES IM JUST A FUCKING WIFE AND ARTIST WORKER NOBODY GIVES A FUCK NOW NO FUCKING BODY