I don't know why I am so frustrated. I feel like "being back to the beginning" again, it's just there's nothing new beginning. Old things are left behind. I can't go back. They just make me nervous and annoyed. So, forward is the only way. But where?!?!?! Where?!?!?! People get on my nerves. The internet, too. I can't stand AI recently. I wish I could just erase my mind and install something else.