Rant #2173

I feel a sense of dread about being alive longer then I already have been. Because people say life only gets harder. I don't see what there is to find joy in about working until you die. I don't understand the idea people have about about quantity over quality when it comes to being alive. I want a HAPPY life not a LONGER life. I don't care how long I'm alive for, I just want to do what I enjoy. I don't understand why being honest about that is so morbid to people.