I was in a situationship a few months ago with someone who ended up SA me. He apologized a thousand times, but I still told another girl he was on and off with at the time because I wanted her to be safe. He ended up calling me and asking why I told her, and even though he said he was still sorry, he started shifting the blame onto me. Now it seems like they’re both back together, and he told me he hates me and never wants to speak to me again, even though I was always there for him and still loved him despite everything. I’m feeling so sad and depressed. It makes me question whether he ever really loved me, whether I really deserve all this hate, and whether my life is really that unworthy.