am sorry am late as well am I useless rn because I've been bad at math yet my family criticized me of being carelessness to care for my siblings and bad at one subject that I was not good at I really hated it aswell and I always took a good care of my sibling not knowing their behaviors that my father and mother is always been too careless to take care of my siblings and they always chose me as a caretaker that made me burnout to their insults I've been indured that am not good enough I always hated my existence of being born to this useless world where I've been raised like an animal of this shitty world I can't survive helpfully it's like living hell rn they're too toxic to me