I moved this summer to a new place an hour away from my old place. I knew no one in the town I’ve moved to and school kicked me in the ass on the first day. Lucky for me, a person sat at the lunch table I was sitting at and we became “friends.” I eventually befriended another person in their friend group and now I just hang out with everyone in that group even though I barely know any of them. I’m mainly “friends” with two of them but the thing is… I don’t want any other friends than my friends in my old town. I’ve been comparing the new to the old and I like the old much more. None of the new actually know me and share my interests, they’re just people to hang out with. I can’t move on from my old friends and that’s a problem. I really fucking hate to say it, but one day we won’t be friends anymore. I won’t get to see my best friend smile and laugh at a stupid joke in person and I won’t get to ask my bsf/crush to hoco. Now I’m thinking loneliness will be better cuz I can’t move on.