I feel like I'm not good enough for my boyfriends. I feel like they know it too. I'm in an open relationship, so I have two boyfriends. I am male, gay. Probably not necessary to say, but Idk. I consider myself a lot. I have a lot of mental issues and I'm a bit neurodivergent. I feel like it all makes me annoying and, honestly, like a burden. On top of that, they've both stopped talking to me. I always assume they're busy, I know they are, but one in particular worries me. As we are in an open relationship, he has other partners. He already said he plans to marry his gf after we started dating, I said it was fine, though it hurt, but I didn't want to leave him because I do love him. But he won't respond to any texts, deleted his discord, and said some concerning things in the discord notes before he did. But one of the last things he said in the notes was he was engaged. I'm really confused and I want to make sure he's okay. And I wish he'd tell me if he's moving on from me or not.