fuck i miss you. im really sorry. i wish i couldve said goodbye before i lost you. i wish i couldve spent more time with you than i did. i wish i wouldve known to value my time with you more. and now you're gone. not really gone. but it feels like it. it's been six years now since i saw you last. really saw you. i hate him for that. he took you away from me. he sued mom because hes a stupid fucking narcicist and hes made everyone miserable and i really miss you. you probably dont even remember me because of the dementia. i miss you grandma. i love you.