All my friends have left for college, and my boyfriend. I knew it would be hard waiting for college because I am a month away compared to them, but my boyfriend was my freedom. I'm not allowed to drive, and he would take me everywhere. We were best friends. I know I shouldn't rely on him so much, but he was my everything, and I was his too. Now it feels so different. It's been two weeks. I've been stuck at home by myself. I've never felt so alone. The sadness in my heart so depressed and so disgusted with myself. My boyfriend has also changed. I knew he would change during college, but not so quickly thatI have to beg him to text me. And when he calls, he's texting his friends. He's never really had friends before me, so I think this is all new to him, and when he wants to impress everyone but being alone here, he's the only thing I really got, so it feels terrible knowing he won't respond to me for hours. I feel like clingy and annoying girlfriend, making me feel like I'm just trash.