Rant #21529

Been wanting to smoke. If not smoking then hooking up. Or maybe both. Idk smoking. People make it out to make you feel good. I even had dreams where I smoked in them and damn it felt good. Even when I wake up from them it had felt good. So I been thinking about it. I know its bad to tho. My friend even says its not good to do so and is looking out for me. But I'm so miserable. I need something to make me feel good inside