I’m having such a hard time right now. My leg cramped after gym and I felt like I was about to pass out. So, as I was heading to my next class, I sat on the stairs. When someone got a teacher, they took me to the office to go home. I feel like such a loser. Who Tf goes home bc of a leg cramp? So fucking useless. I s/h from time to time I don’t know how long I was clean but probably months. Ever since school started back up, I can’t do this anymore I’m at the end of my line. I wish I could tell my friends but I’m so scared I don’t know what to do. I feel like such a loser every little mistake I make makes me want to cry, I call myself pathetic and useless. I can’t take this I’m so done with everything I wanna drop out