Rant #21502

Whenever I am in a public setting I feel as though I'm missing a very crucial part of me that seems to be built into everyone else; something that makes them human and approachable. And when I interact with people I spend so much time obsessing over that missing thing, trying to observe it within the person I'm talking to and trying to replicate it, that I eventually scare off whoever I was speaking with. I don't think there's a pill for that.