I HATE IT HERE> I DONT WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!! yesterday was so bad, my mom was telling me that i looked like shit and that i was too skinny, and its so annoying cause before i started losing weight she said i was gaining too much. i tell her to stop mentioning unnecessary things and she doesn't listen. anyways, i am a c u t t e r . but i tried so hard not to give into it yesterday, and so i then turned to my baseball bat and had a few blows to my legs.... only a light bruise today, but whatever.