I want to die again but I also talk to someone who makes me want to live again and all I want to do it slice and bleed out, or take pills but I also want to live for this person cause they make me happy and I know they'll never hurt me, I just hate that it feels like I'm breaking a promise that I didn't even know if I could fulfill the promise and it hurts, I don't know how much longer I can do this and with school, I have no one to see in almost any of my classes and mainly popular kids who hate me or bullies in all my classes, I hate it but I can't change classes cause the school is full, and I can't go to another school cause there is no buses for me. I'm sorry but I don't think I'm gonna make it out of this year alive.
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