I'm tired of living I'm not sure if I can continue this life anymore, I just start uni but god it feels awful all of the people I know tell me to just continue it, it would all be okay, everytging will pass eventually. But I'm tired I can't do it anymore everyone on my peers are so strong but I'm so week and useless I don't know anything and yet here I am in a major thats hard to study I'm so fucking useless my family say I'm so smart and that I absolutly can do it but I don't think I can. I'm tired fighthing with my own head it keep telling me to end things it wouldn't shup up I'm tired I'm so slow and responding things I'm slow at doing my homework I'm slow at studying I'm such a burden. I don't know how long I could take it, things would just get worse why did I do this to myself.. I'm not even sure if my future would be bright, I'm not sure if would still be alive when I reach my 20 Fuck I want things to end why can't I just end everything I'm to much of a coward to kill myself