I’m really never going to improve at anything aren’t I? And not because of any unfortunate circumstances or any health related reasons on my part, just pure, genuine laziness, incompetence, and stupidity on my part, I’ve tried to pick up so many skills and get into shape for six years now and it’s amounted to fucking nothing, can’t draw, barely know how to code some basic things and don’t have a single bit of muscle, all I’ve done all this time is just be a burden on my parents. I wish a didn’t fucking exist, I hate this fucking life that I’ve made for myself, grown ass man with what may as well be the skillset of an 11 year old, I turn 25 in a few days and not even a fucking bachelors to my name, I don’t deserve to fucking live
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