Can't sleep. Kinda anxious. Thinking about a job hoping to get hired but scared to look like a fool and messing up in the interview. Also thinking of going back to college and two careers i have in mind but not excatly happy with. And also scared to interact with people. I'm scared to open my mouth. I'm tired of being stuck in this shell. But I'm so afraid. Everyone says I make excuses. And truth be told I do. I don't want to live like this. But I can't help it. I'm not destined for happiness or success. I just can't. I want to give up so bad. I'm just so afraid. I can't do this. Idk what to do about this. I'm afraid. I feel like a dysfunctional fucked up human being. Like I'm worth nothing and yet i still have to live. I'm afraid
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