I just had a bad day, I thought things were finally getting a bit better, and that I was getting out of my depressive episode, but then everything kinda just came crashing down. The little things have been upsetting me a lot, and I ended up losing something I needed at that moment and just had a breakdown. Then it kinda hit me, I have no one to talk to about any of this. I love my parents and my family, but I’m not close enough to any of them besides my mom to talk to them honestly, and I’ve bothered my mom enough. I have no friends I can rely on either, it sucks, being forced to admit just how alone I am, I wish I could get a hug or something.