I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE MYSELF SO BAD I WISH I COULD JUST SLEEP FOREVER AND NEVER WAKEUP IM WORTHLESS IM A PIECE OF CRAP IM STUPID I DONT HAVE POTENTIAL IM UGLY IM WEIRD IM DISGUSTING LIKE I CANT EVEN LOOK AT MYSELF LIKE OMG EW EW EW IM ACTYALLY DISGUSTING I DESRVE TO GET MURDRED AND RAPED TO DEATH