Sometimes I feel like i'm too much, like people would be better without me or i'm just too much. i have this group of online friends and i trust them i really do which is why i feel like i can be stupid and childish around them but today one of them called me out and its been eating at me the whole day... idk maybe i'm just overthinking it. i've always been the one left out in every group of friends i have and i'm just.... never included? i try i really try i try so hard but i always end up being left out. am i too much? am i not good enough? idk. i get judged for everything i do and i dont even know who i am i dont eat much anymore i dont talk much anymore just.... idk. idk what to say or how to explain it. idk what to do about it.