Soooo… my BITCH ASS mother, still is terrible at caring for me. She found out I was cutting. What did she do? She said I needed to go easy on her. ‘There are other things going on, I can’t watch you all the time.’ When she took my blade, she put it to her wrist and said ‘so should I cut myself with this?’. OH HOW FUCKING BADLY I WANTED TO HELP HER CUT DEEPER. I can’t stop fantasizing about killing her and her husband, I plan how I’d do it, I’d kill her husband first, then her with a kitchen knife while they slept. I want them to kill themselves so badly, and I’d watch, give tips and make their skin cut like mine. I’ll fucking cover their arms and legs with cuts from that fucking razor I used.
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